Alone

The aftermath of this storm is quite devastating for many and as I look out my backyard I think it was just province that kept those trees off the house.

 I feel the most alone I have ever felt in my life these past 24+ hours and in the end we are alone no matter how many people we are near. For me though living in this house alone has made me reconcile with the fact that there’s not much between living and dying now. 

I know that may sound a bit dark but that is how I am feeling right now alone and for the first time in my life I feel despair. I also know that all things pass and so its just a temporary thing. 

Agenda

When people have an agenda you have to subtract their interest out of the equation. In this way you will begin to see the truth.

Blank Fields

There are times when my life gets so cluttered with debris from my past it interferes with the construction of a new day.  Then when I realize that God doesn’t take me this far to drop my on my head I “sober up” and erase the old entries from my past and start over to fill in the blank fields.